Tuesday, January 30, 2007
2:58 AM
Had not been happy ever since lao gong left but have anyone notice?? i doubt so.. i am not happy not only becos lao gong had gone to Thailand but also some FRIENDSHIP thing.. u all can say i think too much or assuming things.. but what i saying out here is just purely my thinking i kept in my heart for very long.. not pointing finger at anyone.. i just wan to write out all my unhappiness.. i think it will better than keep it in my heart..
to me.. i cherish friendship alot.. and friendship also take 2 hands to work out.. what i think is.. if 2 friends who is very close.. cant probably have nothing to talk abt suddenly.. there are friends who leave footprints in my heart.. but do i leave footprints in their heart too?? i need friends to share problem with me.. cos i already have alot of problems at home.. what i need is someone who is always there for me.. last time i used to share my problem with lao gong.. but now who can i share this with?? friends?? ya.. i knw.. true friends doesnt have to talk much.. but sometime we have never talk for more than 3 sentences in a day.. u all might say i am childish or wat.. i don't care.. i no longer care how u all look at me.. cos i am tired already.. i treat them nice but wat do i get in return.. but there are still some friends who i reali appreciate.. when i have problem they will hear me out.. but there are some simply never notice my unhappiness at all..
well.. all these are just purely my thinking.. i may be assume too much.. but let time to tell who are the true one.. who will never left you no matter wat.. even though u never perform as good as others.. just like my dog.. she is always my best friend ever.. she accept me for wat i am..
haizzzz.. i think i should stop here.. the more i type the more i can't control my tears.. might be going to the coffee shop opp school to eat minced pork noodle alone..
you make my life perfect-`